With our home study approved, we are now certified by the State of Texas to adopt. We can now put in interest requests through the Texas Adoption Resource Exchange (TARE); we can also now go to meet up events (where you can interact with kids available for adoption) as well as have our caseworker alert us to children available for adoption who are not listed online.
The adoption process is weird. A mixture of buying a home and speed dating. Level One A, of the adoption game, looks like:
Looking through pictures of children in an online database
Going to a meet up event
Our caseworker notifying us of a potential match
After initial inquiries are made, which includes our caseworker “selling” another caseworker on our family via telephone conference (home buying), we then enter the speed dating phase. Level One B includes:
Our family driving to whichever region the potential child is located in and then going on a day outing with the child.
The following weekend, a follow up over night visit (probably in a hotel room, especially if the child lives out of town) with the child.
The following weekend after that, a day trip/overnight visit again?
Eventually these visits shift from being on neutral ground to the child coming to our house.
The biggest hurdle of Level One A is going to be finding a match. We have to agree on the match; our caseworker has to agree on the match. Already, we are learning that:
It’s good to have a caseworker who says no and is looking out for our family (versus just trying to place a child and move on).
That descriptions of children, on TARE, do not include all the details. Sometimes even surprising our caseworker…
That there are not a lot of younger kids (ages 7 and younger) up for adoption online.
Bottom Line: We know that God has a child in mind for us. We just have to wait, trust, and talk, as a family, through the adoption process.
I’ll keep y’all updated. Maybe not so much in this Level One A stage… but more IF we make it to Level One B. Prayers are appreciated.
Back in February, Tabitha and I were sitting in the auditorium at church listening to a guest speaker. I was having trouble paying attention, my mind wandering, until the speaker started talking about the Stages of Hurt:
God spoke to Tabitha and I in that moment. We both realized that we had been cycling through those stages for years. Years. Not always in that exact stage order but something quite like it. You see, we have been trying to have another child for about 9 years now. Seeing what ultimately are the Stages of Grief, written down on the conference handout we were attending, did something. I could finally see the bigger picture. I could see how a friend’s baby announcement would suddenly shoot me into anger or even bargaining over not being able to have more children; I could see why, at times, I’ve been depressed.
In that moment of epiphany, Tab and I both felt that God was calling us to step out of those stages. We felt Him calling us to more.
So we talked and met with wise counsel at church. My church’s youth pastor and his wife sat down with us over dinner. They listened to our story and shared their own (I can’t put into words how much this meant to us). We learned that we weren’t alone in our experience. After meeting with them, we decided to contact the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services. We attended an informational meeting (which was awesome). Soon after, we signed up to take adoption certification classes (PRIDE) which lasted a few weeks. We have since finished up:
Turning in financial information
FBI Database fingerprinting
Having a fire inspection of our home
We have a:
Health Inspection for the house
And an Home Study/Interview left before we are certified to adopt. We are almost there!
If you think about my family, as we move forward in this process, we are asking for:
Prayer (if you are not the praying sort, positive thoughts then)
That God would lead our adoption caseworker to the child He wants
Excited to finally share this news with ya’ll. More to come.